"I do not advertise the nature of my work, nor seek recognition for my actions."
'this is part of a code of conduct, a code I adhere to. It is part of a Navy Seal Code but in my case would amply defend the legitimacy behind my efforts in Newtown. I am a survivor of abuse. To seek credit from doing what someone should seems wrong- to benefit seems abhorrent. It's also called 'survivor's guilt.' Had I sought heroics, I might not have become the villain.